Month: June 2015

Two weeks to the day of her gaining her wings, she is finally home. Her pawprints will forever be in my heart and I miss her immensely.

I purchased this beautiful urn from perfectmemorials.com. It spins 360 degrees and has five slots to insert pictures of my furry baby. The top comes off and I put her remains, her paw print and her hair clippings inside. I also bought a pendant and put some of her ashes in it, now I can always  have her close to my heart.

Dymond, I’ll love you forever and always!!!!

WOW!!!! It has been two weeks since my Dymond gained her wings. These two weeks have been the hardest this far in my life. The whirlwind of emotions are virtually indescribable, there will forever be a void in my heart. I know God is with me through this extremely difficult time and that brings me great joy and comfort. I have been focusing a lot on the wonderful moments (which was everyday) with my girl. Amongst the positive things, I have been working hard on my business (which has been two years in the making), where I create handmade pet keepsakes and home décor.

It has been amazing to be embraced by so many wonderful people, thank God for you guys, for reminding me that it is okay to cry, to be sad, to be happy, to smile, to remember, to love and to live. I will forever be in debt to this site and to the selfless people who have restored my belief in the human spirit.

 

Each day gets a little harder, not easier. Today I was reminded of the reason why I used to get up a little earlier every morning. I knew I needed extra time to care for Dymond, but now I get up and I have too much time to get myself ready. UGH…who said this gets easier?!? Every task and every morning I wake up just reminds me that her presence is so deeply missed. (((sigh))) Dymond you will always be my inspiration.

Saturday, I felt better, meaning it was the first day I felt myself smile and feel a calmness. That was SO short lived because I woke up this morning in a funk and found myself sad again. Today it has been one week since Dymond’s passing and I am still so VERY sad. My Mom scheduled a memorial for Dymond tonight at rainbowsbridge.com (you can search her name) and it is for everyone, who has loved and lost a pet. Some of you may want to do this as well. 🙂

Thank you for the continued support, love, encouragement and uplifting sentiments. I greatly appreciate each of you, as you have made this transition that much easier to cope with.

It has been 6 days since I lost my best friend. The one who never said a word, yet she helped me through so much.

Today seems a little better, but now I feel guilty because I smiled. I feel like I should be sad and crying. I feel like it is too soon to smile and too soon to laugh.